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The
Wish
The waiter placed the spectacular two-tiered
cake studded with thirty candles at the center of the table.
Four women sat around the table, a yearly ritual since childhood.
They'd tell one other that they never had big birthday parties,
they had birthday squares; four points of the compass, one
for the each of them. They wanted only each other at their
birthday celebrations.
"This cake is simply too fabulous." Topaz said,
smiling at her sister and two best friends. She was a striking
woman whose eyes looked like huge pools of melted chocolate fringed by long,
thick lashes. Her natural hair flowed down her back in a soft, frothy African
cloud touched with golden highlights. Velvety, copper skin covered rounded, plump
curves carried with womanly confidence.
"It's your big three-oh. You deserve it," Cherice
said. Cherice was big, brash, and beautiful, the owner of
one of the most successful hair salons in the city. She was a honey-skinned beauty
with startling blonde locks that on second glance suited her perfectly. They
matched her golden cat's eyes and the single elegant, black beauty mark perched
to the left of her heart-shaped ruby red lips.
Topaz's sister, Rosaline, a pediatrician, nodded in agreement
over the glow the candles. Rosaline and Topaz had roughly
the same plump body structure, but the likeness ended there.
Rosaline was casually dressed in a pantsuit, her hair pulled
back at the nape of her neck in a bun. She was a classic beauty
with even bronzed features and minimal makeup.
"The cake is honey-vanilla with whipped cream frosting
and real butter," Brandy said. "I hope y'all left
your diets at home." Brandy was the only one of them
who wasn't heavier than average, and the only one who wasn't
a raving beauty. She was totally unselfconscious about her
looks. She never wore makeup and wore her hair in low-maintenance
braids. Brandy anchored the evening sports for a Kansas City
network affiliate and wrote a syndicated sports column, a
coup for someone both female and young. She was a natural
tomboy, athlete, and sports lover extraordinaire.
It was good to be back in Kansas City, Topaz thought. She'd
cut tours short, left recording sessions, and canceled concerts
to rush home for one of their birthdays and she knew each
one of them would do the same for her.
Their yearly birthday rituals included more than cake with
sugary frosting, burning candles and presents with brightly
colored paper.
"Since it's your big three-o, you better make this wish
count," Rosaline said.
One of the most important things in their lives was the trailing
wispy smoke of their birthday wishes. Somehow and in some
way, when the four of them came together, their birthday wishes
really came true.
Topaz stood. She blew out the candles with one big breath.
It was her time again; another year, another wish.
"You have to name it to claim it. What is your Heart's
Desire?" they asked her.
That was her cue. It couldn't be a secret wish; the wish had
to be spoken. They'd tried wishing secretly one year when
they were in junior high and their hormones were running amuck.
The results had been woefully disappointing.
They never knew exactly how their wishes would come true,
and often they didn't turn out quite how they'd planned or
hoped. Some things didn't work at all. You couldn't wish for
world peace or a cure for cancer; for instance. You couldn't
wish to win the lottery or wish something that would affect
someone else unattached to you. Heartfelt, sincere personal
wishes that did no harm were always fulfilled.
"My Heart's Desire is to find true love," Topaz
said fervently, eyes closed, passionate love scenes running
through her mind. Was it her imagination that she heard rustles and the whisper
of winds in the background?
It was tradition that nobody questioned your Heart's Desire
once it was spoken, but she could feel her companions' raised
eyebrows.
"Yep. That's what I want," Topaz said in answer
to the unspoken question.
"Shouldn't you be more specific?" Rosaline fretted.
"What's more specific than true love?" Cherice asked.
"Shoot, my dog loves me, and he gives me less headaches
than my boyfriend," Brandy said.
"That's a point," Cherice said. "I hope you
don't get a dog."
"That's a new sort of wish," Rosaline said, still
frowning slightly.
"Every year we get together and wish for material successes
and happiness and health, things like that. But we never
wish for what our women's hearts need most."
"Gurl, you've been singing too many looooove songs," Cherice said,
fanning herself with a napkin.
"Maybe so, but haven't you ever wondered why we don't
wish for love?" Topaz asked. "What are we frightened
of? Maybe I have a little of Rosaline's scientific mind after
all. I got to thinking that in spite of all the love songs
and the love scenes in the movies and the romance novels
. . . Well, maybe that sort of love doesn't exist after all."
"What?"
"Maybe love-ever-after is something that was made up
to tell stories, like monsters and things that go bump in
the night."
"I don't know about that," Cherice said. "I
wouldn't want to do without a regular dose of good lovin'."
"That's lust, honey," Brandy said, examining the
cake with longing. "Aren't y'all hungry?"
"I'm not talking about lust or infatuation," Topaz
said. "You and Tyree have been together for all of three
weeks. Cherice, your record is about three months before
you kick a man to the curb. That's not true love. That's
more like being a female dog in heat."
Cherice's perfectly arched eyebrow lifted. "It works
fine for me," she said.
They all cracked up at Cherice's serious expression.
"At least the girl knows she's a dog, unlike some men
out there," Brandy said.
"I suppose it doesn't hurt for some men to know how it
feels to be on the other end of the leash once in a while," Topaz
muttered.
"I can't argue with that," Rosaline agreed. "But
what's the difference between true love and wishes coming
true?" she continued. "We see magic happen in our
lives all the time. So how can you say there is no such thing
as fairy-tale endings, passion, and romance-ever-after?
"That's what I want to find out. I want to know if that
sort of love exists, and more important, if it exists for
me."
They were all silent for a moment.
"You're preaching to the choir," Cherice said. "We've
all lived our own fairy tales in one way or another every
year our entire lives. I can't wait to see what happens for you."
"Yeah, Sis, if happily-ever-after-love exists, it'll
come to you."
"Remember when that investor for Cherice's salon walked
up to our table before she'd hardly got her wish out?" Brandy
said.
"I about fell out of my chair that day," Topaz said.
"Or when we got that call about Brandy's mother?"
They got quiet and more than one pair of eyes misted. They
couldn't save the world or cure the common cold, but they
could save a life or make a small difference. Rosaline's wishes
almost never concerned herself, but rather some child to whom
she'd become attached. But somehow Rosaline always had whatever
she wanted and needed. There was a glow about Rosaline. Often
she seemed more blessed than the lot of them.
"What is this you're giving me?" Topaz asked Brandy.
"It's a knife. Cut the cake, chile."
They'd barely managed to put a dent in the cake before Brandy
exclaimed, "Look over there! Look who's being seated!"
"Where?"
"Over there! It's Ray Gaines, in the flesh. How long
has it been since he's been back in town?"
"Years. Since we graduated from high school," Cherice
said.
"Didn't he go pro?"
"He went more than pro, chile," Brandy said. "He
went to the Super Bowl." She turned to Topaz. "And
he used to be your man. Weren't those the days, Topaz?"
The fork with a piece of cake on it had frozen halfway to
Topaz's mouth. Ray Gaines. Star football player. Her high
school sweetheart. Her prom date. Her . . . first. So Ray
Gaines was going to be her true love? He had to be. The Wish.
She hadn't expected that this quickly . . .
"I'm getting his autograph," Brandy said, rising
from her chair. "What am I thinking? I'm getting an exclusive
interview. C'mon Topaz. You're my entrée. He'll be
happy to see you again. C'mon girl. Topaz!"
"Brandy, calm down. Don't you see the girl is in shock?" Cherice said.
"The Wish," Rosaline whispered.
"Ohhh. The Wish. Oh, yeah. Ray Gaines. I remember. Dang.
That was quick," Brandy muttered.
"He got bank too. And a Super Bowl ring. My, my,"
said Cherice. "You're one lucky lady, Topaz."
"I just want my interview," Brandy said.
Rosaline dipped her napkin in ice water and was dabbing her
sister's temples with it. "Topaz? Topaz! Snap out of
it. Put your fork down. You're going to be okay."
"There goes Brandy," Cherice said. "She's headed
over to his table. I wonder who that is with him. That other
man is too fine."
"They're getting up," Rosaline hissed in Topaz's
ear.
"Here they come. I wonder if that guy with Ray played
in the Super Bowl too," Cherice mused.
"Ray's coming to our table and you're rubbing my makeup
off? Are you nuts? Quit it," Topaz said, pushing Rosaline's
hand with the wet napkin away.
"I see that Topaz has pulled herself back together," Cherice said,
as Topaz hurriedly fumbled for her compact.
Topaz clicked the compact shut just as Ray, his friend, and
Brandy reached the table.
"Ray had to come over and say hello when I told him you
were all here," Brandy said, looking very excited.
"Topaz," Ray said, extending his hand.
"Ray, it's good to see you again."
"You haven't changed a bit. You're quite a success. I
hear your music on the radio every once in a while."
"And you're quite a success too," Topaz said, unable
to keep from glancing at the huge Super Bowl ring on his
finger.
Ray looked the same, only fatter, but his voice didn't sound
quite like she remembered it, or maybe it did and that was
the problem. It still seemed high pitched and crackly like
an adolescent boy's voice, out of place on such a big man.
His hand was surprisingly cold and sweaty. Topaz had to restrain
herself from wiping her hand off on the napkin after she retracted
it.
"You remember Jonathan Bynum?" Ray said.
There was a simultaneous pause as four pairs of eyes swung
toward the tall, slim man that Ray introduced.
"This is your cousin, Jonnie?" Topaz asked faintly.
"The same," Jonathan answered, putting out his hand.
"I remember you well, and I have to agree with Ray that
you're more beautiful than ever."
Unlike Ray, Jon's voice had changed along with him. His voice
was soft and silky as buttery leather and his lashes were
as long as she'd seen on any man, almost as long as her own.
He wasn't as beefy as Ray, but he was as tall, easily six
feet three, long and lean. His hair lay in the distinctive
crisp black ringlets that many of her classmates had envied.
She was happy that it wasn't too short. It would have been
a shame to cut off those curls.
Yes, Jon had grown into a more than a handsome man. She remembered
the tall, bespectacled kid who constantly trailed them. They
tolerated Jonnie because he regularly did Ray's homework and
whatever other errands and chores they could think up for
him to do. Come to think of it, Johnnie regularly paid for
most of those meals at Micky D's they enjoyed. He'd written
more than his fair share of her essay papers too.
"We always stuck you with our homework, I remember," she said.
Jon took her hand and it seemed as if the room tilted sideways
for an instant. Must have been all that sugar in the cake
she'd just eaten.
"Jon always did like schooling. He's been doing more
than his fair share of it all these years. I think it's his
hobby." Ray clapped hand on his cousin's back. "I
bet you don't know what you're going to do with yourself
now that you're finally done."
"I just finished my surgical residency," Jon said
to them. "I'm taking some time off, and then I've accepted
a fellowship in the San Francisco Bay Area."
"Isn't that more school? See I told you. This guy will
never quit," Ray barked.
She could feel Rosaline's attention perk up and she could
almost hear Cherice behind her drooling.
Jonathan still held her hand. His thumb circled on her palm
and it felt as intimate as a kiss. Her heart pounded and she
looked up into the deep, dark pools of his eyes and it was
as if there was a thunderstorm brewing there, with lightning
and hail and swirling clouds. She was lost for a moment.
Then Ray said her name and brought her back to the now, and
she withdrew her hand and turned her attention back to where
it belonged, to Ray Gaines, her Wish come true in the flesh.
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